Falling for HIm

I was born and raised into a Christian family, I believe in God and always will, but every now and then I find myself doubting, somethings seem too wonderful to have really happened, I wanted some proof that God was there, some God experience. Late one Thursday night at a church camp there was the most amazing worship. I lifted my hands and closed my eyes. We sang the same verse over and over again, and it never got annoying. I started choking up and tears clouded my eyes and made my face hot. I stopped singing and just listened to the words ringing through the room and letting them go straight to my heart, it was then that I realized that I will always have doubts about things in the Bible, but that is when I just have to cling on tighter to God and make sure never to let go because he will relieve those doubts and make me fall in love with him over and over. That night was the night that I first truly fell in love with God. He calms my worries and sticks to his promises. He is constant. He is not like some disappointing relationship, he will never disappoint, if something happens I know that it is for a reason, and that God is in control and will take care of everything, no matter how small or how big, God will always provide. If he finds food for the smallest of sparrows he will surely provide for his children. That night was a stellar night that I will never forget.